Thursday, December 23

Wednesday, December 15

no entry

still, there is no update from pi~
maybe he was tired from his trip to Hong Kong last weekend X)

yesterday was my younger brother's enlistment day.
he is my only brother, therefore everything that we went through and experience yesterday, was fresh and first-handed.

this is the very first time that my brother been away from home for so long - he will be in it for 2 weeks for confinement.
hence, he wouldn't be coming back home for 2 weeks~!

right now, there's something weird about my house.
it's so quiet and weird,
and surprisingly, i kinda miss him
there are a number of times, during when we were still at the headquarter, i tried my very best to hold back the tears.
i was afraid that once i started crying,
i couldn't stop - just like a running tap. haha.
that's why.

well, guess time will make all these awkwardness go away.

Tuesday, December 14

Monday, December 13

no entry

pi-chan didn't update his nikki,

i do not think pi will update his nikki these few days as he will be in Hong Kong to promote his first solo concert tour there~

and everyone, i will not be attending his concert in Hong Kong :(
as something crop up at the very last minute - which doesn't allow me to have time to react at all.
in addition, i do not have the time to plan for this trip too.
therefore, i have disappointingly decided not to attend this momentous event.
i am so depress with the outcome that i forgot to bring my keys to work today :D

after which i realize how important and happening this event is in my life.
and after what had happened last night,
i had decided that i should not depend all my hopes on one person - as i realize that the most reliable person in the world is yourself.
you, yourself, can make whatever thing which you wish to happen, to happen in your life.
sometimes, reliability is a form of laziness and unsporting from your side.
i shall not be lazy anymore and "rectify" some actions which deem as necessary to eliminate possible regrets in my life.

**moreover, i am not shooting anyone or what.
i just feel like noting this feeling and thoughts down for future encouragement and reference =)

ganbatte me!
ganbatte yamapi!
ganbatte everyone!

Thursday, December 9

no entry

here's the start of another week of no updates
(hopefully, not~)

Monday, December 6

no entry

once again,
pi didn't update his nikki~

it's the 8th day without any update.
hope nothing bad happened to him =S

pi, if you are out there somewhere and you see this message,
please update your nikki (with a simple hello or whatever) to let us know that you are okay.
us, fans, here are worry cum curious with what happened to you.
or are you having a great time at Paris that you forgotten about your nikki!!! :(
do update soon ne~! ^o^

Saturday, December 4

no entry

again, yamapi didn't update his nikki.

people were saying that pi might have gone to Paris.!!
gosh~ maybe he had gone there to take some photoshoot for his upcoming solo album
and/or pamphlet for his solo concert?!

oh well~
we shall wait and see what pi have say for his "disappearance" from his nikki world for these past 6 days.